No jokes

I was thinking of some bone or medical pun to open with but I can't find the energy to make one.

I need to go to the hospital ASAP tomorrow morning.

My pain spiked hard this afternoon and just got worse the longer the night goes on.

Lying on my back, I can't lift my right leg off the floor more than three inches and that's with extreme, exhausting effort.

I'm just really worried and kinda upset that it wasn't taken seriously again and I was dissuaded from going to the hospital.

There's a lot more to say about it but I'm just going to sit on that until after I know I don't have some sort of spinal/nerve injury from this.

Kitten updates to come later.


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